trust, what trust?

trust...
such a strong word
and i trust no one
i thought i did
but not anymore
i found out that my best friend really isnt a good friend at all
over the stupidest thing to
a song
it started with a song
then led me thinking to the past months
then made me realize
my friend isnt a friend
shes a selfish, full-of-herself bitch
she doesnt listen to me
she doesnt pay attention
she doesnt care
for anyone, other than herself
its aggravating that i put up with her for this long
ive been nothing but a good friend to her
yeah i mess up every now and then
but at least i try
she doesnt give me shit!
friends?
she doesnt even know the definition of friends
she wont even let her best guy friend go out with this girl because she doesnt approve
selfish much?
she doesnt want things to change and ruin her life
she just has to deal with shit
thats life its not always cookies and milk
im tired of it
i dont know how to tell her but im going to have to
shes loosing friends and she doenst even know it
she doesnt want change, but she has changed
i want my old friend back from kindergarden
back when she was nice and caring
innocent...
fuck my life