dance

everything that i thought would never happen
happened
everything i stood for
crashed and burned
the one thing that made me happy
makes me cry
im not happy anymore
was i ever?
the one thing i had
gone
the one thing i stood for
that i made this blog for
doesnt make me happy
doesnt help me vent
i wish things were back to normal
i wish i would look/be normal
the only thing i do is cry
all the time
music is my escape now
not dance
teachers ruined it
dancers ruined
they underestimate me
im sick of it
last line in my dance
last line in their dance
where do i stand?
i wish i knew
they cant blame it on my height
yet they do
way to make me feel even lower
the worst part is
im not going to stoop down to their level
im going to dance my heart out
make people look at me
or at least try