jealous

I no you shouldn't be jealous of your friends but when she's like talking to 10 hot guys that half of them she doesn't like it bothers the crap out of me because I'm not even talking to one! It just bothers me I dont think I'm that ugly I mean I know I'm not ugly but I'm not the hottest thing on the block. I should put myself down but I just get tired of being the ugly duckling in a pond of swans. Ugggh I just need to rise to there level maybe not with my beauty but maybe with my personality or something like that. Wel just needed to get that out. Bye!