ughhh...

Boys, boys, boys.... the ones you like dont like you and the ones that like you, you dont like back. That always happens to me and I hate it. The one guy you think is perfect you see only in a picture then when you finally meet them they are nothing you pictured. It's like making something seem best than it is and I always do that. All the boys I like are always a year younger and so imature and i try to go for someone my age or older but they're not interested. I hate that you have one friend that always gets the guys you like and you get soo jealous but you can't do anything about but just sit in the backround and hope someone notices you. Well, you know what I'm changing from now on I'm not going to sit in the backround I'm going to make myself look as pretty as her and go out and be noticed. Why live life if you're just going to blend in I need to make myself stand out but how?? I guess I can try to be myself in a different way if that makes sense. I guess I'll try that. Well I guess this post is finished. Bye!