worst day of my life!

Today actually started off pretty good,

then I had practice from 1:30 to 6 and all HELL broke loose.

Practice started off good then the coach became an incredibly, huge BITCH;

and made us do this turn sequence and change it then put it back like 50 times for 45 minutes.

FYI the competition is on SUNDAY.

SUNDAY!

And we're still changing things.

I'm also mad at her for my position in all the dances.

I'm in the back for pretty much every dance.

I've been on the team for 3 years and I have new dancers in front of me.

I mean I could understand if they were better than me but they aren't,

[not to sound completely conceded, or anything]

but I think I should deserve a good spot in the dance.

The worst part is that the best dancers on the team is standing next to me.

IN THE BACK!

Finally one of my friends actually had the guts to say something about is to the coach and the officers.

Okay that's it with the dance team DRAMA.

Now on to regular dancing DRAMA.

So I went to dancing in an already pissy mood.

Just for it to get in an even worst mood.

Okay so I walk in first thing is that I get pulled out from the turning group.

I mean I could understand that but her reason is what made me go off the wall on the inside.

She took me out of the turning group because I WAS SHORT!

And she wanted it to be even height.

Well way to make me feel even worst about my height.

Even though it was already supposed us three she just randomly decided to take me out.

I know I'm not the best turner but you don't have to lie to me.

I was working really hard for those turns which I've been doing them perfectly for awhile now.

Then it just gets worst with me being pushed back to the last line again.

This is really starting to get aggravating.

It's starting to make me feel horrible about myself and it's starting make me think if this is what I really want.

Should I stay with a studio which is based on favoritism?

Well after dancing, I finally get home just to get yelled at by my DAD for something incredibly stupid!!!

I have so much to worry about right now and all I needed was his support on dancing and school.

but nothings good enough for him.

PLUS he hates my dancing.

I try to get good grades for him and try to please him, but he just won't let me do this one thing I LOVE.

Hmm selfish much...

ohh and sorryyy about the language :/